This is just an awkward moment when you can't even vent out your anger inside. What's happening around you makes your life a mess but then you have to gather all your strength to put things back where they belong. It is just hard to make things right and do what people will like. Sometimes I thought do I really have to please them or just do whatever that pleases me? But the trend in this world is not only to think of yourself but what will the others will think of you too. Well, at the end of the day those people are the ones who will help you when you are in need. So better to choose the hard way than lose everything for nothing because you know for the fact that it isn't going anywhere. Sometimes it feels good to be a fool for awhile, but only for awhile.....