why?

For the past two weeks this girl would say she had a great time. He got her attention from the moment he entered the door. The way he carried himself was breathtaking, her heart leapt and she couldn't taken off her eyes on him. She couldn't open her mouth to talk because she was afraid that she might say something that would disappoint him. There were times when he caught her looking at him. His eyes were so expressive for her and when he smiles, her heart beats fast. She did not notice that she was beginning to fall for him. Until the day came that they had to part ways. She was so nervous that she wanted to cry. Half of her wanted to stay longer but it just can't be. When it was time to say goodbye, she couldn't even take a glance of him. She was afraid that tears might fall in her eyes. She tried to look away and compose herself so that she won't bend her knees to stay. When she opened the door and walked away, half of her body was frozen and her heart seemed to have stopped beating. She can't even remember how she had got to the hallway. When she sat on the sofa, she just stared at nowhere, her thoughts were blank and her body was so numb. She wanted to go back and held him in her arms but she was afraid of rejection. So many things ran on her head at that moment but she couldn't figure out what to do. When she went home, she cried inside the comfort room. She can't even take a bite because of her pain. The next morning she thought it was over but the moment she opened her eyes it was his face which came first on her mind. She lay in bed for an hour thinking what if.... she had regrets of not going back to that room where she left him. Now, she was praying that God would give her another chance to spend a day with him. The next day for her seems so empty and she's just hoping that things would turn out right for her.